Rest in Peace Ted

For anyone who has seen the show Scrubs, surely one might remember the sloppy all-time sweating incompetent attorney who lurks about the hospital playing his comedic part far away from being a mere slap-stick addition.

Forever so long had I been contemplating to write an entry on the show, on how incredible it is that it means something different now than when I had caught it in my earlier days. But it has to be this way, that it starts out as an elegy to Sam Loyd, the sloppy man who was not one bit sloppy in what he portrayed out to be. -a comedic genius.

It did slightly gut to hear the news that he passed away due to an inoperable tumour early April. Even so gut-wrenching to hear him say the “… this is Sam signing-off” in his final take before his supposed surgery. Makes him even so accessible as a person and can’t help but remember his rendition of the over-the-rainbow with his awful band who also apparently performed regularly outside the show(translate: lovely). I cherish all the elements that made him an artist in the setting they are. 

And here I contemplate if this is what it means to have lived a good one. That what one was all about are in some ways validated by the things that trail when jumps to the other side of the fence. Here was a good artist, who did play his part and continues to live through these pieces, will continue to do so in the hearts of twenty-somethings even twenty years or two down the line, ensuring that one gets a laugh or more and go onto taking on the world, with all the sloppiness that has nothing to hold back one in the grand scheme of things, just like Ted did. 

Thank(s) you for everything Ted, sincerely. 

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Touching roots.

Would be a stretch to call it visiting roots. It has not been twenty-five, but three years since I have visited India. So by any means, to visit roots is a strong term. But the sheer amount of days and hours that have passed by in a jiffy, long days and short years, to go back was almost visiting a place I haven’t been. Attribute it to the fast-changing things back there or attribute to me being away, or both, the experience was nothing short of foreign but to know that I had my childhood in that street, the stone that I hurt my knee with - grade 2, those rusted gates that creek the same, the same neighbours, the same wet-bench housing flowers overlooked by the same lady, the photo-copy shop I had infinite copies taken of infinite reference materials during education, all the same, except aged into something that seems foreign yet same. Infinite colours and an ice-cold splash to the senses that slap to wake you up.

What did I miss out on?

…tbc…

Komorebi.

These.
木漏れ日

On any other day, it would have been hard to recognize what these characters meant. But, somewhere down in my note, there is a sketch of this. A faint recollection of these characters occurs as I sit beside the window of a bus watching these sights pass by.

The first character resembles a tree. A shrub. The last character stands for Sunday ? A blitzkrieg of strokes appears amidst a tightly packed sketch of straight lines at position two.

I smell bamboo and the hear sounds of water dripping, just like the setting after a tropical rain. Only this time, I am on Scandinavian roads riding behind a window insulating the freezing cold outside :) Contrasts, - yet same.

komorebi.

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Midsummers 2019

Just a little post to capture some scenes from here.
Midsummer’s This time, 2019.

One of the nicest things that happened to me are the Räms Family. It’s hard to come by folk around here who might have not heard of them. But here today, I chose to rather go-easy on the “pack-bags and drive with no destination“ front and ease into a family and celebrate it the in slightly calm way.

Here is to another year of wonderful sights, golden scandi evenings and flowers in full bloom.

(Fillers Coming In Another Section)

P,S Mats. Sorry KL and Sixten to blame for capturing you while you were busy on your astral projections !

Fast forward to evenings, time to be alive with golden sun and click-click away moments. The Miss.KL+Sixten are always a joy to capture. Alright, here we go.. A little behind the scenes adventures blended in between the pictures I intended to present to them, well that’s for another day :)

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Sights of the sea.

Distance chirps. Distant roars.
Here marks a boundary - solitude and surrender ahead. I keep reading that few have braved the winds and sailed with it to see what’s on the other side. I wonder what made them make the first raft. Was it for the sheer pleasure of exploration , or was it for a dire need of food, - the things under. One cannot help but wonder where it all started.

Humbling.

As the waves crash, recede and repeat it snaps one to the present. And what’s it in now?

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The weekend in this little postcard town (Ljungskille) gave me the opportunity to come across some wonderful instances and people which included a talented artist quietly sketching her projects in the corner of a café (of whom I am sure to have spooked with an banal bash of “welcome to sweden”-ish banter :) . Safe trip back to NYC Linnea :) .

Explorations can and shall only continue.

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little discovery. - stardust, foxes and fossils.

 

Here i am with frosty fingers and wigglyboots after a nights walk to hunt for some starry skies. That’s a rarity around where I live as the summer nights are not dark enough and winter evenings are cloudy. A little gap of rare evenings as today, it’s a soothing sight to catch hold of them wise beings. From a thousand light years away.

How can one in this one little lifetime ever comprehend and to make sense of the fact that one will never know if the stars that one looks unto may have ceased to exist a million years ago, perhaps few might have passed away yesterday or just as I write this now and yet they will continue to glitter for the yet to come million years. Looking closely, a blip that way yesterday might not be around tomorrow. So much magic. What a beautiful carpet of bewitchment upon , or should I say under which souls have celebrated romance, and in that romance recollected the first encounters, first serenades and continue to hold them witness of their marriage and of their dance. These beings saw journeys, battles one in which a collective or a nation crumbled and ones in which an individual won within and out shined the witnessing star itself. A smile to that romance.

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How humbling are these experiences.

As I walk alone in these cold pathways with no footsteps ahead, faint lights far away, charting plans of future, contemplating present with frost almost frost on face - this knowledge, of where we stand, where i stand in the street amidst the gaze of these gaseous giants who have seen a million such as myself and will see millions yet to come, this knowledge provides a comforting warmth I can attest to. Knowledge of this minuscule in all paradoxical ways makes the spirit a giant.

Cold hands, back at home and made another discovery of this little gem. foxes and fossils. Contemplating a flight to listen to them live somewhere someday. - under the stars :)

artists and characters

Sso having headed to Stockholm over the weekend to catch Roo Panes in concert, little did I realize the interaction would and could evolve into the dude stepping down the stage with a beer and having a chat. yes, just a random simple everyday dude chat. Other things on my mind, i was away and was not involved in the conversation as much as the ladies were up to (yeah, no shit sherlock!) . But i stepped in occasionally to catch some pictures, the ladies wanted with him and me being shutter-bugsy, I volunteered for this alone.

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However, on exiting, I went right up to onto the crowd surrounding him and said “cheers mate, thanks for the great concert , have a good one“ , and he goes “yeah cheers mate, thanks for coming and see you sometime“ follow an absolutely otherwise cringe-worthy handshake, it was no less spectacular as any two buds anywhere of long time would do.

This. I shall remember. That humbleness.
That’s all that matters for as a mark of character for a man, and even more so an artist.

I recollect that humbleness quite distinctly of people i know who were upto something good, unique that were solely a product of themselves but never in the slightest in attitude showed ownership to their very own produce. be it writing, a stroke of color, an insight or and effort to make the world better. To liken it to a great photograph, it’s the marriage of moments, the light, the photographer, the tool and everything in between at that one precise moment. And how can the photographer, the artist take credit to it as it’s his alone?

To whom one owes the spark of insight, to see things in a way, the capacity to perceive, the shade of perception? Does the magic happen in comprehension of a thought or the procreation of the thought itself? experiences? comprehension of experiences? or merely a reaction to them shapes and shifts of what we put out as of our own? to whom we owe this.

individuality and individuation although a process to internalize and make a thesis out of oneself to get geared for the response to whatever come maybe, and etch our names in them, do we fail to recognize that it’s the very same experiences author us?

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…..in realization of this, blooms that humbleness :)

weekend expedition No.296

So, the ladies of the Sunnansjö and Grangärde local had decided to have an art stall at display. Locally called the ‘Konstrundan‘ (Swedish: literally meaning The Art-Round ), it’s a yearly affair displaying arts and crafts from the locals residing around the Lake Väsman (Väsman wiki) . And this, was a part of it. Antoinette, one of the sweetest sweetest person I have come to known during my stay here, issued a friendly “command” to capture b/w portraits that they could display along the entrance to familiarize people to the artists a tad before.

So, I headed down (well, actually up to the northern point of the lake) for a little weekend project to catch portraits.

The aim was to catch them while they were at work , - but portraits. A slightly challenging aspect as environment is thrown out, the context hardly visible (as opposed to 35mm shots) but still, the subjects appear busy - or rather distracted, distracting the viewers themselves.

But hey, why not experiment ?

Red-Handed :) !